I understand its hard, I smoked weed for so many years. I realized its better to face the demons and beat them once and for all. Children don't understand right and wrong when there is an adult they trust involved. He lied to you, he groomed you, he made you feel special to use you. I thought for sure I would be judged by not stopping it. Posts: 14 Joined: Wed 4:03 pm Local time: Tue 1:37 pm Blog: View Blog (0) But I was scared, he went from saying all daddys do it to I will kill your family, to get me to keep the secret. I used to go on 'walks' with this family friend.
he was very nice and told me we had to play a secret game, that it was normal and everybody does it. so he touched me, performed oral sex on me. I remember liking it and being happy afterwards. It's my fault I should've known it was wrong.
